"Whatever"

"A tongue has no bones.... but it can break a heart."

I'm very disappointed with what my "best bud" said to me this morning. That single word made me think "what have I said wrong?" I'm really hurt but I think that doesn't matter to him. I guess, I'm just over reacting. hehe XJ

Another friend made a prank on me ,telling that she's going to Singapore. Tsk. I cried. Haha. She's one of my best friends. I can't resist crying. But then, I'm just over reacting. :)

Judgment day..

"The more we think of the future,the more we forget the present"

I passed and failed.

In Math, I passed but not contented with my score. It's not the lowest but I'm expecting to get higher than what I got. Nagreview pa man din ako. x| In Chemistry, I can't imagine that I'll pass. Well, I did and I'm very happy.(first time xD) In Physics, not quite. I did passed.(pasang awa hehe xD) I also passed in Filipino, MAPEH, and English. Of course, in Analytic Geometry,I failed and I don't have anything to do with it. It's done, right? I and my mother just have to accept that I'm not that good in Anal.Geom. haha!

We took our tests in A.P. and in Advanced Stat. this week since our test last week was postponed. I almost give up in Ad Stat. and I'm ready to fail that subject. The next day, we checked our A.P. test paper (I'm confident that I'll get good grade 'cause I have reviewed.) and I passed! (my first time again! XD)

Since we had performed a skit about food-borne diseases, our classmates decided to make a video of their trip last Thursday. It was NNNN, a segment in Banana Split which we used to watch because of it's humor. They practiced their part seriously as if it will be aired on television. One of my favorite character is Tita Boy. Hahahaha! Thecy did a really good job especially Nikko a.k.a Belly Flory with his script. XP

Till next week. :)

Buried by books...

"A soldier fights not because he hates the one in front of him..but because he loves those people behind him."

Since it's P.T. week AGAIN, I and my classmates have to review and once again open books even though we don't like, right? We also have to scan our notebooks just to get the grades we made this grading period and ooh! It's almost the end of the ever-exciting First Grading. Hahaha!

First day of P.T. was okay. I love English. I did encounter difficulties but still I managed to answer with all my knowledge. hahaha!!! The same with Filipino. As usual, it's more on essay but I had enhanced my talent in writing essays during my freshmen and sophomore years. Thanks to Ma'am Nila. XD Math was a little bit hard for me,especially the optional. XD hahaha!! Good thing we don't have test in Advanced Statistics that day. (I didn't even open my Ad Stat. notebook. hehe.)

Unlike the first day, our second day was torture!! tsk tsk. Actually, I like Analytic Geometry but Iguess Anal Geom don't like me. :( I'm sure I'll get low grades with that subject. Hmm, we don't have A.P. test too which is good news for me since I haven't review for that. Hahaha! MAPEH was hard but thanks to the new cheating arrangement, I have 75% probability that I'll pass this subject. weeee.

Afternoon that day, we joined the mass for Kuya Jojo's burial (husband of our principal) which is very protective when it comes to our school. I remember when he called the attention of the truck driver who delivered some construction materials in our school because he made tracks of his tires on the muddy ground which will be used for our intramurals. Surely, he will be remembered as the Father of CNSHS.

Friday, we don't have classes and I forgot why? Hahaha! :)

Next post coming...

Nevermind..

"If we are not going to learn from the past, what is the point of having one?"

Today, I must go to Cyron's place but my mother didn't allow me to. (so sad) So I'm here in front of our old-fashioned computer for the last three hours.

Last Friday, we were dismissed early due to the storm but what kept me thinking is why did they dismissed us if the sun was up. Hmm.. I think I must not questioned what their decision was because they are the higher ones and besides I benefited a lot with that matter. I went home late because I went to somewhere else, without thinking that my family were already looking for me so I was scolded by my mother. That time I don't know what was going on with me and surprisingly answered her back. I really want to forget what happen but it's always flashing back. I'm really sorry, mother dear.

A while ago, my father called from somewhere and asked me if there were problems. I refused to say what my problem is and nearly cried. I don't want him to think about me and my problems and affect his works. I guess, I just have to solve it by myself. I can do it! Mwahaha! :))

Recently, I've been texting him and I think we're really okay now. Haha! (Guess who?) I thought we'll never be okay with each other after what happened but look! Haha! We're good friends and it's way better than we had before. :))

Farewell...

This is it! Haha! I've been longing for this day to come. Not to offend my former seatmates, I said farewell to them with my usual happy face. (Ching!) This week, I felt I'm aaahh.. boosting with energy. Why? Let's start with my Monday.

Monday. Hmm, I was late for the first day of the week. What a shame! But that's just normal for me. I'm used to it. Good thing our teacher was not yet there. :) Saved by the bell! I always blame all of the people around me, including myself when I am late at school. Sometimes I'm blaming the bus itself. Haha! (crazy) Mondays, like I mentioned on my previous posts, are disaster but unbelievably not this week. Well, there's always first time, right?

Tuesday. Today is the deadline for the submission of our first draft of liham- paanyaya in Filipino. We compared the letters and found out that I'm lacking of one information and that is the name of the school! (What a shame again!) So I thought of a remedy... I have to eat my packed lunch this recess and I'll go outside to edit and print my work. There! Success but because it took me a long time to edit and print we thought we're late so we ran as fast as we could. And then, something happened with me and my skirt. It was ripped by the low fences inside the elementary school. Instead of worrying about my poor skirt, I just laugh at it and continued running. Haha! That's the most memorable experience since this school year started. Back to the scene where we were running, we can't even run anymore because of the comedy happened to my skirt. Upon arriving, we discovered that we don't have classes in Analytic Geometry. It means, all the efforts and running breathlessly and ripping off my skirt was useless. What the? Haha! But that was alright. At least, I made them laugh and I conquered all of the obstacles I have to face. Yeah! That afternoon, it was the induction of P.T.A. officers. We were glad that it was held that time of the day because all of us don't want to have the end of the world again. One of our Mommies sang as a representative of the whole 3rd years. I salute you, Mami! :)

Wednesday. I was the burial of Former President Cory Aquino which touched the hearts of every Filipino because of her aim to save the Philippines. Everyone joined and cooperate as our Former President's corpse lie beside her husband's grave. Thank you ,Tita Cory. 

                    Also that day, we decided to finish our project in Statistics so we don't have anything to do before the second P.T. of the first grading. We did it with smile on our faces and we enjoyed each other's company. Fortunately, we haven't finished our project so we had to work it out this Saturday. Fun, here I come!

Thursday. NEW SEATING ARRANGEMENT!!! Yahii!! I'm so happy but it doesn't mean that I didn't enjoy my stay with my former seatmates. Actually, I had fun. I met new friends that I never thought I made friends with.. Haha! :) Since we change seats, familiar faces are to be seen everyday in a month. Fun? Hope so. :)

Well, of course week can't just pass without lessons learned from it. This week I learned how to balance my time, friends, things, etc. 'Till my next post!

Tears had fallen...

"Although we naturally enjoy laughter than tears, we would have to accept that most of the wisdom we've gained along the way, we owe it to the sad times."

Often times, we cry because of sadness. We have what we called 'tears of joy'. Tears can express variety of emotions such as anger. Those tears had fallen by the time I realized I'm wrong.

Last Friday, it all work out well for me then suddenly when I'm on my way home, picking up my mother and my sister, I felt anger. I don't know why, I don't know to whom. I saw my sister using my cellphone and I said "What the?? That's mine! " Well, I just thought of that. I don't want to have cold war between me and my sister so I just kept quiet and say nothing. While staring at the window, I realized why I am angry. It's because my sister got my cell phone WITHOUT PERMISSION. Grrr. but still I managed to control my anger and leave it all inside me. When I arrived home, I showed my anger through making my little sister cry. I can't help it! Bad trip. Of course, I also showed weakness when I tears fell from my eyes. I can't believe I did that to my sister just for that device. Hayy.. I'm so sorry my baby sister. :(

Bucket of Popcorn!

"Friendship is not how long you've been together, not how much you've given or received, not how many times you've each other. It's how you value one another. "

At last, the celebration of Chelzza's birthday had finally happened! Wahaha! Last Saturday, we went to SM Dasma to enjoy ourselves after a tiring week in school and also to celebrate her birthday even though we're few that time. Anyways, we had a lot of fun and a long bonding time, of course. Our main destination was the cinema because we were about to watch Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince that day. I went there ahead of time and actually I'm late also for our meeting time is 1:00. Wahaha! (Pinoy time)

Before I had discovered that the line for Harry Potter was long, I roam around inside the mall first. That was my first time to look closely to the stores and stands. It was bigger than I thought. Back to the topic, we tried to be on the first batch to watch the movie so we hurried to buy a bucket of popcorn for ourselves, tickets and drinks but we we're too late for it. And so we decided to take the second batch, eat first, buy something and roam. Soon, we found ourselves falling in line, eating the buckets of popcorn we bought earlier, and waiting for the opening of that cinema. We stayed there for almost an hour.

While entering the cinema, my slippers! Tsk. I tripped and ruined the havaianas slippers of my sister. Dead meat! When we already inside the cinema, I admit that we're too noisy but we can't help it! We're excited to watch Harry Potter, right? We even get scolded by one of the staff of the cinema. Wahaha! After that, we seperated ways with smile on our faces. I am very thankful that I have friends like them.. Peweet!

The movie was excellent! Great effects and great actors and actresses. It was kind of funny for me. Actually, that movie made me like all of its prevoius movies. Wahaha! Now I'm hunting for CDs of the prevoius Harry Potter movies. :)

Something changed my mind if it was the best bonding moments and I don't know what it is but still I consider that one of the best. Peeweet! I hope that will happen again with the whole 3N family.

Blow out!

The highlight of this week was the birthday of our adviser... Tenenen! Ma'am Juliet!!!! She had been our always supporting second mother for one year and I hope more years. Haha! Like one of our teacher say, it seldom happens that you have the same adviser for two consecutive years. So I am very thankful to have her. :) I think my classmates feel the same too. We held a program that morning to recognize her effort in making our family better. :) The climax of the recognition must have been the speech from our beloved adviser but due to some external forces, she wasn't able to deliver it. It's okay though. What matters was we show our gratitude, right?? Hmm, when one of our teachers ask who planned this recognition, well, I didn't manage to answer. Actually, I had no idea that there will be such awarding. Maybe some of our classmates talked about it but unfortunately, I'm just sabit to their plan and I can't resist to comment about that. Our Eskinita boys prepared a short dance number. I saw thier jolly faces while dancing. They were enjoying what they are doing. Our gift to her is a Red Ribbon cake courtesy of our classmate. :)

Judy Ann and Carisse had their birthdays on the same week so I greeted them with my happy face and ask for blow-out. Hahaha! Of course, I'm just joking but it's bteer if they take it seroiusly. :)

Pretender...

" We may be the best of friends but we may also be the worst of enemies. "

This quote reminds me of what happened for the past two weeks. I can't feel that I do belong. The worst is that the persons I treated and assumed that my "best friends" made me feel that way. I don't know if it is right to publish this but I have to let it all out because it's causing me too much pain and light insanity. >:(


Not all the time, you're on the dark corner of the your room by yourself and not all time, you're on the spotlight enjoying the claps and shouts of the crowd. This is what I had learned. Even the happiest person in the world have a moment of isolation,right? And I know it's hard to pretend that you're okay even though deep inside you're not. Sometimes, covering who you really are makes everything more complicated. (Based on my experiences.) No one knows who is the true me but me. Therefore, I can say that I'm a one of a kind pretender. Wahaha! (No side comments please.)


I know this blog doesn't have any connection with last week's happenings but this may uhm, show who I am.