Pretender...

" We may be the best of friends but we may also be the worst of enemies. "

This quote reminds me of what happened for the past two weeks. I can't feel that I do belong. The worst is that the persons I treated and assumed that my "best friends" made me feel that way. I don't know if it is right to publish this but I have to let it all out because it's causing me too much pain and light insanity. >:(


Not all the time, you're on the dark corner of the your room by yourself and not all time, you're on the spotlight enjoying the claps and shouts of the crowd. This is what I had learned. Even the happiest person in the world have a moment of isolation,right? And I know it's hard to pretend that you're okay even though deep inside you're not. Sometimes, covering who you really are makes everything more complicated. (Based on my experiences.) No one knows who is the true me but me. Therefore, I can say that I'm a one of a kind pretender. Wahaha! (No side comments please.)


I know this blog doesn't have any connection with last week's happenings but this may uhm, show who I am.